Life has no remote control
Ah.

2 tramadol
2 lexapro
1 elavil
1 loratab.
Will I be okay?

Schools out!

And i drove to school for just the last day. Terephthalate. That’s what my phone gets out of yeep. and that’s when I figure out how much of a life I don’t have. Yay. Life’s absolutely ‘wonderful’!!
Gonna cut down eating to a bare minimum for a few weeks. Downloaded fitness tracker thingy so I can keep up with calories.

Hospital

Watching my best friend get her stomach pumped isn’t pretty. Don’t od guys. As hypocritical as I’m being. It’s not good for you!

My niece gave me a WHOLE nickel! I’m filthy stinking rich!

My niece gave me a WHOLE nickel! I’m filthy stinking rich!

It’s my birthday!

And I can finally drive almost legally!

This is my ex boyfriend. The first text said why don’t you wanna fuck anymore. I’m fucking proud of myself because finally, I know I can. :)

This is my ex boyfriend. The first text said why don’t you wanna fuck anymore. I’m fucking proud of myself because finally, I know I can. :)

onecutafteranother:

i reblog this everytime i see it, so powerful.

Ohmigawd if I’m preggers…

When I was a little girl…

I never dreamed I’d be a mental wreck. I didn’t wish for the dark brown scars all over my body. I never imagined having to give up swimming and shorts. There was no way for me to prepare for the thoughts of suicide and harm to myself. But.. it happened.